what u see

picture speaks

Special Grace

God grants ur heart's desires! was thinking bout this someone, and suddenly she appeared out of nowhere. almost like a miracle. wow!

i had a wonderful afternoon actually, having fun at lunch before serving in DC..
today was great actually, i was flustered, so many things seem to crash in at 1 single moment, but i thank God, everything seem to fall together orderly, He's in control! hah.

dead tired like yesterday, aching all over.

i need rest.

and a good dream bout today! haha.

thank u =)

i failed but i'm happy

it only came at the very last moment, very time wasting, very dissapointing, very angry.

i'll train for the retest!!!

i went for cgm today, a makeup actually, and, the presence of love was surrounding all that the cg is doing. wonderful leader indeed *claps*

revelation aft revelation, i had a great time tonight. restraining myself almost every moment. lol.

ps: i almost grabbed the basketball ring. hah. abit more!

and u think u are cool.

was pretty cold in PM today, was alone praying, much like last tue at jw b4 audi... its scary to pray alone man, i actually tot of not coming for the next 1 in 2 weeks time 0___0 lol! i have my shortcomings =P

had a test today, basically i went into the battle with only half my armour and a blunt sword, but still i looked for victory, somehow. lol. i asked for a pass, thats all. and somehow i think i can do it! no need for retest man!

lab test coming up on sat, no time to lose, i can't fail that! i will do well in Jesus name!!

J is coming back. on 3rd. i'm excited. hah.

He can sing, preach, draw. WOW!

i'm not a art person, but Pst Phil Pringle changed my perspective totally.

it's an incredible cross! i'm capitivated. i pray to see it in my new house in the near future! Hallelujah!

i watced 15 episodes of initial D anime just now. then i realise some important thing about takumi/jay chow.

He level up really fast!!! he simply adapt FAST!

maybe thats what we Christians need as well, the devil might have stolen all that we had before we got converted, but the BIBLE says GOD WILL RESTORE!!! the more the idiot takes, the more God RESTORES!!! so. i'm pretty much pumped up. nothing to lose!

THE DEVIL HAS ALREADY BEEN DEFEATED!!!

& we always WIN! AMEN!

i believe Pst Phil can Sing really well, might even be better then his son. lol!

amazing day! i love that art piece. help me build a fundraising event pls.

=)

shout shout shout!!!

been havin fun today actually. but was quite dissapointed with certain attitude of ppl. but i'm not in charge of that life. so, nothing i can do =)

pizza cgm followed by service. i'm glad i was pushed to attend this meeting, something that i will remember for the rest of my life i guess. flow with the Holy Spirit ~

its time for bed, i'm tired. VERY!

=)

i'm perfect in kissin~

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

wow. haha. so if u need a good kiss, feel free to email/call/sms. i'll be there for u! ( girls only)
LOL
nah. just jokin. but a funny quiz though, still got quite abit, so. feel free to try out.

pretty tired now, only got home at 11 after my bible study. i better bathe n sleep now..

oh, i stepped on a puddle of mud water on my way home. AR!!

=)

look like someone huh

lousy presentation skills -.- lousy atmosphere in the class actually. with 0 frens around.

but well. suddenly i felt like posting a pic so here goes..















pretty tired, woke up at 7am just to do a self reflection. roar. tests are coming up next week.

on tues : written paper on a module which i'm seriously clueless about.

on sat : lab test which i only know abit. ABIT.

need to work hard through this weekend man.

i'm going for discipleship class on friday nite. wonder how izzit like. hmm

hihi

been feelin the coldness. m i too sensitive. hah.. but well. nice day actually. went for pm despite the flu. though it's still with me now. i actually feel alot better. roar.

these 2 weeks will be pretty much busy. all the tests cram into 1. scream out loud man!! yey.

its always bout the $$ issue. BIND U!

amazing day

the stress all went away ever since cgm yesterday at mich's house. wonderful message. every burden seem to just fade away. yey.

the bbq was good, 1st time i've ever join dialect ministry workers in a chalet, and it was amazing, just playing guitar alone was v v interesting already.

ministry went well at the same time, thanks to jeannie who went to bbq -.- i had to take over. but it was a good experience, need to thank meijuan as well, usher pros!!

but i think usher side, we would need 1 more worker, to be trained, for outside hall, if nt forever i'll be the one doing it man.. wahah..

i'm pretty tired, but yet i'm v excited. for the weeks to come. Praise God!

=)

draw

was on my way to bs, then i began to walk slowly. wondering in my mind, have i always been rushing through life, time dun seem to be enough all the time. how many times have i actually slow myself down, to enjoy all these things around me, all the places in town, where i could just hang out n enjoy. but i knew 1 thing was stopping me, and it is money.

always i'm being tied down, forced to stay at home. not knowin much about this world. and this has been happening ever since primary sch. where everyone can enjoy, and when being asked to go out, i could only reject, without any choice actually. so were the days in sec sch, man, being picked on everywhere i go, every single thing i do seem to make ppl hate me more.

things still seem to be the same in poly. many times i'm alone, no one to call out to. what a life.

as i walked towards suntec tower 3, i felt so burdened, this past, this current financial crisis, weighted down my shoulders. i wanted to cry out, loud, i wanted to be with someone, anyone, just someone that i could talk with. few came to my mind, and the thought of sharing with them ceased, 'too busy' i thought.

could only leave everything aside when bs started, focus on God.

i couldn't remember much, just that, we have to respect the Holy Spirit, as much as we respect God. He is also the Lord over our lives. the 'gentle whisper, still small voice'

bs pretty much ended, back to reality. i'm actually wishing rite now, for this time of drought to pass me by. i hate this feeling, constricted by the lack of money. things sure pour down all at once, caught me right where i am. helpless, i dunno where to go to, simple lost.

i'm really stressed up. i'm not empty now, simply in lack, in every area of my life.

God, help me.

the noobss

some unprepared presentation once again, as always, somehow i feel that, me n jun hao really rocks at anyhow flow situation. to say something out of nothing. simply amazing.

been a long day, went for BS, and finally took my afv quiz. tomorrow have to go for GOHS. man. i think i will sleep there. super tired. lol.

i'm smilin. i wonder why =)

u Praise Him anyway..

slowly they are piling up, BIND U STUPID DEVIL!!! z

pretty much stressed up once again, prob by ministry. its scarys. AR!!

the new house is coming. prob movin in 1.5 mths time. PROBABLY..

can't confirm anything yet. but i believe its gonna be a nice place, some of the jurong ppl are gonna miss me, i know. dun cry. i'll miss u too. hah!

amazing race, keep runnin. its hard to stop actually.

cheers

RUN!!!!!!!!!!

yes i'm runnin. finally. ha.

pretty tired. man utd won 1 - 0 last nite. pretty amazing match. watched it even aft advice from DR choo. oops. football is my passion =) hah.

victory! roar!

new season, i shall not lag behind.

cheers~!

STOP

kept seeing this nick on someone's msn account.

see that line? dun cross it...

from someone younger, perhaps longing for attention. hah. same for me, thats why i wanted to stop ppl from coming here, stay in the outer courts, i dunno u man. for u dunno me =)

i just wanna be happy. How? hah.

great news are coming in, i hope they materalise somehow, cheap talks dun worth too much. preety much busy aft this week, all the lab test are going to pile up, i dun wanna do bad, i wanna shine, so, pls dun bother me. no one is bothering anyway. wee.

back to sleep

woot

stressful days. man. i've made a decision: only to play dota with Kim n Cal... such a waste of time to play with others!! z

now is the time n season, to start doing projects, assignments, study for lab test, final test. i'm abit involved, but i need to do better =)

but i'm seriously not doing well on the other side, i need to get better. every area of my life. ar!

it's 10.30am, & i'm gettin sleepy.

cya


update*

presentation was pretty successful, everything's fine.

just a lil tired.

?

ever watched john tucker must die? where the girl became noticed by ppl aft she tried to change her personality n character totally. but well, in the end she reverted backto normal. with a happy ending.

i'm experiencing this man, been hanging out with my poly mates, and it was pretty amazing, the frens they have, who now became my frens. a good apple won't turn a basket full of bad apples GOOD. and i kinda, became bad rite now, perhaps in the way i behave. and the way i talk, the way i relate to people.

i'm tired of being nice, loving. and yet at the same time, v unappreciated, no one listens to me.

it's scary when u put in so much effort, to gain nothing in the end. that was how i felt up to yesterday. i'm not praying, indulging myself in games, always on the lookout for relationship( the BGR kind).

backsliden eh. thank God i'm reverting back, back to Christ.

i've learnt quite abit of lesson, just today alone. i'm v alone. 0 frens in school. 0 frens in church?

what a life rite? ha. i have 3 permanent frens. thats all it matters.. for now.

outcasted. always. i really wonder why sometimes.

i'm praying for frens. weird? i hate being alone.

thats how i'm feeling now.

but well, no time to dread my life on this issue, i believe 1 day they will come. roar.

a&b

pretty amazing week. finally i've pledge an amount, which i actually felt peace about.

1 week ago, God gave me an amount, i kinda got it, but u know. i kinda let the devil scam me abit, and in my heart, i reduced it to half that amount, simply when i look at the current financial situation.

but er. i was really impacted during the dialect service, where our leader Jonathan God shared about his mum being in hospital for the past 3 years due to a coma, that cost a huge sum of money. however, that did not stop him from pledging an amount, that was way beyond what he can give. but in his heart he knew, God is going to come through for him. somehow, for he is God!

thats when i told myself, lift up my eyes, look upon Jesus. but well, a week passed, i kept being attacked, by humans all around me, and by the lies of the devil. PUI! but yeah, i pulled through, i pledged the amount that i feel God wants me to give, quite impossible to fulfill but i have Faith! thats all that matters rite? the attitude of giving.

those who sow in tears, shall indeed reap with joy. i cried man, tears dropped like running water. i dun cry too much in service normally, but, yeah, God was there. i know He's happy. roar!

seed ---> time ---> harvest

its not about the harvest, but, our God is good, He'll bless us back anyway. not just 1 to 1, but 1 to 100!! multiple blessings!

i wanna see the move of God, firsthand, in this 2nd Arise & Build. It's not a blind giving, or a foolish pledge. God is going to work miracles for me, through me, to me!!!

and i pray that, i'll win this fight of faith! half the battle is already won with the pledge + signature. run run run!!!

=)

ahem ahem

man, i'm coughing bad, walk abit faster n i started to pant -.- wow, pretty amazing, now u see the real weak ber. ha.

thank God its not painful.. yet. but well, this week has been weird, weird treatment from the ppl around me, particularly classmates. or m i the one treating ppl badly.

great attacks before the a&b that is going to come. 2 days left. count down.

happiness is

been quite confuse lately, maybe i'm just tired. man.. thousands of different thoughts came through my mind for the past week, most of them negative. waha. A&B coming, man, spiritual battle!

how i wish i could just throw everything aside. and do what i really feel like doing, with the people that i wanna do it with. how irrespondsible u'll say. try steppin in my broken shoes.

active listening, are u practising that lately? more active listener should appear.

rate rate rate rate. u do that with people as well? how equal is that.

what a life. ha.

smilin?

i smiled abit. only. not too much. hah.

i'm controlling more n more, finishing all my work on time =) ahead of time actually. need to be more n more diligent.

then again. m i actually happy behind this smile. not much ppl knows cept the 1 above, the 1 beside and the 1 on the inside.

so many things that i wanna do, yet so limited at the same time. i'm facing it too my dear fren. no complaints though. time flies, we are moving into november. more n more activites coming up, and this time round, i'm kinda sure that i'll put more emphasise on studies, other things can wait, and it includes chalet, chalet, chalet & chalet. LOL. i dun wanna do badly in my last sem!

haze's gone, i'm loving it. nt feelin the cough n nose irritation anymore.

thats all my thoughts for tonight. expect the next update in... 30 days time.

nothing

nothing is impossible. indeed. i've first hand encounter. amazing God that we serve.

i suddenly had the thought. tiredness is actually a state of mind.

u dun have to be tired even if u feel tired. woosh.

i smiled so much today, i feel like i'm becoming more like this certain someone. the whole crowd must have remembered my face. lol.

roar! wonderday day.

=)

back to sch

i've not bought my lecture notes, stationary, any materials yet. that shows how much i'm interested in studying for now 0__0 wahah. but well, school has been quite smooth for the past 2 days, i enjoy the company of my 3e3/3e4 mates. to see them aft 6mths of attachment, fun!

still my stomach problem persist, i'm not eating much, i'm not eating well. i'm not sleeping much either!!! man, i need to take care ALOT! but not for this week, i must CHIONG for now!! nothing gonna change that!!!

pray pray pray for me pls, strength n wisdom to come upon me. not to mention alot, alot, alot, many many portions of favor...

when i'm weak, i can be made strong in Him! =)

cheers~

to my beloved JOYCE! 2

wOo! yesterday, today, and forever!

its random once again

joyce's msn nick has something like this in the past. it kinda said,

if something bothers u, and u keep thinking about it, then do something about it.

PLAY DRUMS.. this has been floating all over my mind for the past few months, but i just dun have the finances to get a electric drum!!! it's fustrating, money seriously make things work..

great meeting today! a change of atmosphere, it will remain!!!

=)

arena

place urself in the arena of blessings. i've not forgot about this yet.

been serving for the past 2 days including today, pretty amazing things that i've seen.

i'll share more in cell grp. haha.

i need sleep, and, wahah, ppl to share all my joy! yey.

hi

i'm officially jobless, giving myself the boot.

loser attitude?

i wonder how many know how i feel..zzz

....

i can't believe what a job i ended up with, its gettin... haiz.. i'm not doing well there!!!

if u ever come across a job that can start at around 5pm. pls let me know. i plead.

w382

70% girls 30% guys!

to my beloved JOYCE!

yey. do u feel love? haha!

=)

and everyone said

1st hand is all i want.

revelation, infos. i'm beginning to realise that, 2nd hand infos, can't usually be trusted. woot. i'm not directing at anyone. dun worry.

i'm starting work, i'm happy. fulfilling A&B with $$ that i work, not using my pocket money! i dun have much pocket money to begin with. lol. been living on God's grace for quite some time already. and all u ppl whom always ask me to treat u this and that. repent!!! lol. lynn i'm not referrin to u.. wahaha... oops~ u r different from the rest, so its ok! (she treats me 4 times out of 5 when i see her)

anyways. ppl are falling apart. but more n more are back to normal, i'm glad. God is Good. He heals =)

vision will lead me on!

=)

let go of ur stress my fren =) dun look at ur neighbours! yes i'm talking about u!

some pics of chinese garden.








was here for a reason actually, had to check out the place for a dialect outing 2 weeks from now.

i actually have a bad impression of this place, i always thought it is humid, hot, and i won't enjoy it. that was what i thought with a impression made almost 10 years ago. haha.

the place is actually pretty amazing, the ambience, the peace, i actually love it. i'm quite sure it would be romantic at night. if i have a girlfren, i tell u...

was thinking about this while bathing just now.

a 30 year old can be fearful, and be scared of everything. at the same time, a 19 year old can be bold, be able to accept responsibilities. maturity dun come with age, it comes with responsibility. roar.

i wanna be bold, much bolder, to do more. be able to lead people whom are of older age, better talents. i seriously struggle with intimidation, i fail to remember the authority that was given from above. i believe even in normal cell group setting, i can do more! MUCH more! fear shall not prevail! not anymore!

when i became a man, i put away childish things.

expect to see changes.

this is my word, my bond =)

byebye!

i love u too!

on the way home. i actually thought i lived in genting highland. without the coolness thats all.. man.. PSI was 150 at 7pm. super hazey now... my eyes n nose are super affected, not to mention the smell, burned wood.. owww. haze haze go away.

other than that. day's been good. i enjoyed service. and cell group.

Vision will bring your dreams to reality!

i've got my vision today, i believe God will provide the Provision!

cheers~ =)

=0

Amazing Shot - Sport Video - TurboFunny.com

amazin isn't it.

good movie

yeap. pls watch Rob-b-hood. 5 star rated by urs truly. be willing to part ur $7 for this 2 hr show. pretty amazing actually. jacky chan still rock aft all these years! and. man, who is that beatiful actress.

anyway.

ever felt second rated? haha. this is gonna provoke ppl. ever felt like. u are alone with no friends. where ppl flow by, and more n more different just simply passes by?

dun feel that way. u r a champion in Christ. not to say at least, but, realise that Jesus is always with u, God is behind u as well, not to mention the Holy Spirit who is constantly around. haha. how lonely can u get?

easy to say huh?

=)

update!

i've actually updated my

http://requestbychua.blogspot.com/

pls visit. i mean. u BETTER go n read.

DM1 Potluck

decided to post what happened today. the highlight being the potluck with DM1, the dialect ministry cellgroup.

i bought my dumpling once again, lol, made by my mum, not me. and er. yeah, everyone liked it, but the portion was abit hopeless.. i didn't even managed to eat 1 piece.

i would like to PRAISE our dear sister jeannie, the longan agar that she made, it was almost like a perfect dessert. taste like those that u can buy from shops =) happy ma?

we actually went for a 'lantern festival walk'. almost 20 adults taking lanterns walking the paths of HDB park in sembawang. pretty interesting, me being the youngest, i'm looking forward to the pictures!

thousands thanks to J&J for their place, maria for inviting, bro jon for the gift, and everyone who were there, it was a fruitful time of fellowship =)

*claps*

confession

what does it mean by.

More of Jesus , less of me.

it simply means.

admiting that u are weak, not really good in certain areas of ur life. to God that is.

and believe that u can be made strong, in Jesus, by faith =)

did i miss interprete?

cheers~

BOLD BOLD BOLD!!!

Don't Ask For It. Go Out And Win It. Do That And You'll Be Rewarded.

i found this line in an anime called Eureka 7.

this speaks bout evangelism?

pls realise that life is fragile, there's only a thin line between Life n Death.

lets be tight with reachin out!!! pumpin~

=)

zhi lian is good!

man, i look short in this pic!!! 160cm? when i'm actually 1.61m. LOL!


B2 =)


i'm having fun.

are u?

cheers!~

=)

CHIONG AR!!!

If u are at ur wit's end, about to give up. DUN DO IT!

thank God that Pst Kong Preached that today, powerful word! most animated preachin since the days before we came to expo as well. Powerful n rah-rah Man Of God!

Dun Give UP!

thats what i caught today =)














big change? maybe in size! hah.

burn pocket

great n fruitful day.

it all started with soccer at 1pm, i scored quite abit, so did felix. lol. abit tanned now, wee!
(sadly i didn't wake up earlier for gym n swimmin, WASTED totally!!! sry!)

it followed by a trip to the skin center once again. the place where i can spend the most money in the least amount of time, almost $90 in 40 minutes :'( the medicine better work man.

it ended with dinner at bukit timah with cal n felix.

thats not all. it also ended with either a headache or a fever.

maybe both?!?

hot ar!

smileZz

this happens when 4 strangers come together to take a photo.

laugh all u want! LOL!

=)

i have a deep desire, to sleep at 10PM everyday.

help me@!!!

arrr!!!

I'll..

A man's heart plans his way,
But the Lord directs his steps.

walk with him in ur heart =)

i like u!

i'm not gonna blog about my feelings today! wahaha. pretty pretty...

and still pretty pretty pretty. i'm super impressed!

=)

9 + 9 = 18

i have tons of random thoughts right now! but. NONE shall be revealed =)

i love pst Kong. just like his messages, he is awesome. last lesson tomorrow! guess there'll be lots of new couples coming up in the near future.

for now.

manutd vs reading awaits.

cya

=)

spreeeeeeee~

woot. i spent like $100 today. and still i remain happy.

thanks alot UFO. =)



jay ROCKS! i'm impressed by da new album.

nitez out!

update:



saw this in an email.. so. yeah. complain less give more~

0________________0

holy ghost meeting. i had a great time. a few things that caught me during the meeting.

• we are called into ministry, God set us up! i'm in dialect for a reason. and to think that i wanna quit to join something else. i'm glad i remained.

actually thats all.. i dun wanna share too much. unless u know me =)

good day, i saw lots of stuffs to buy in town, but no one seem to be free tml, hmm. what little frens i have ar. lol.

overcoming life, overcoming life! OVERCOME!!!

focus on da positive. thank God for the little i have now.

=)

海洋之心

nice song? haha.

jog jog jog & half life gone!

man, 1st time i went for a jog, and it almost cost me my life! lol. i dun wanna recount man, i could only remember that i was panting like after 500m. maybe i started too strong? ran too fast! lol.
but well, i ended up with a headache, and my body ache quite abit. talk about 21km half marathon.
at least it makes me sleepy..

i'm at a lost of what to do tomorrow. anyone free?

=)

to everyone

this is to everyone, or a certain someone.

continue to trust, be faithful in the little things, God's business.

becoz if u fall away or become unfaithful.

He remains faithful, He will still be there for you.

If u can't continue anymore, simply fall back, Jesus Christ is there for you to lean on.

roar. random thoughts once again..

went overseas today, to JB xD

watched da movie THE BANQUET, zhang ziyi super pretty! it was in a cathay theater, quality can be compared to the new one near PS. great airconditioning, i felt like a piece of frozen meat aft the movie. to top it all, the ticket cost RM9.00. do ur maths =)
went to secret recipe and then to the market to eat all da seafood!!! wahaha.. cheap n good!!! i ended my day feeling so super sleepy after all the shoppin n food.

tons of stuffs to buy in JB, i'm going in soon again! anyone wanna join me? =)

die die die!!

Release Of Anger To The Lord. thats what we did today at svr.

i'm having this hurt coming again n again n again. its not stoppin.

and i feel like running away. i'm going nowhere for now.

still life goes on, i still do what i'm suppose to do.

no room for mistake eh?

0_______0

The Day u Went Away

My Guitar is finally home!!! Praise The Lord!!! after almost 1 week, finally it returned in 1 piece.. couldn't stop playing for almost 1/2 hour, i love the way my GPX3 sound. can i give it a name? 1 that is simple and pure, happy and joyful, and rock at the same time. suggestion pls!!!

i saw this 2 comic, sent by sharon(w382) *click to see the whole pic*




pretty amazing. simple n nice.

words can bring forth life, at the same time, it can, and easily bring forth death.

i'm still trying, to be a better man.

i'm trying

trying.

to J: HI JASON, I'LL MENTION U HERE!! HEHE.



the shadow manS. LOL.

come back soon man.

=)

I'll Mention u Here

Seek & u will find, Ask & u will receive. approach the right source!

God is good as usual, i find all that i need without even seekin, He brought it to me. He will lead me on. tons of cluttered thoughts in my mind right now, most of them important, yet too early to think about. maybe i'm just worrying too much. Have Faith, I have a destiny in Him. was reading

2 cor 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. and also
2cor5:15 and He died for all, that those who live should live no longer for themselves, but for Him who died for them and rose again.

no longer i, but Christ in me

been living this way for the past 3 years, maybe 2 & half, was it worth it? of coz it was. i've went through tons of things. not all went well, but i've learn, learn, and learn more. even till today. i'm still having fun in the Lord. but i need a serious breakthrough rite now. to leave all, and to walk on this path, focus on all that i need to do.

new things are pouring in, more of Him n Less of Me.

my random thoughts once again. they kept me awake till 2am -.-

and i just wanna sleep...

=)

ps:

u guys BETTER pray for lynn. for the papers that is coming up OR papers that has already been taken. here goes the TIMEtable:

Mon, 11 Sept --- General Paper
Tues, 12 Sept --- Physics Paper 1 (MCQs) and 2 (Structured Qns)
Wed, 13 Sept --- Mathematics Paper 1
Thurs, 14 Sept --- Chemistry Paper 3 (Essay Qns)
Fri, 15 Sept --- Physics Paper 3 (Essay Qns)

Mon, 18 Sept --- Mathematics Paper 2
Tues, 19 Sept --- Chemistry Paper 1 (MCQs) and 2 (Structured Qns)

keep her going with ur prayers!

One More Moment

everyone seem to be impacted by this song. hummin it everywhere they go.

i'm one of them. =)

Man Utd vs Celtic at 245am.

we shall paint the town red!!! wahaha!

anyway. chinese name rocks! Si Hui hor?

nitez!

stay faithful

Be Faithful In The Little Things.

Or Risk Them Taken Away.

u Have Been Warned!!!

500th post!

nothing special actually. ytd was my 1 year baptism anniversary!! 11th september. always special man... ppl mourn i rejoice! ROAR!

its 1.45am and i can't seem to sleep. thoughts keep coming to my mind. and apparently most of them are not positive. but yet i still believe in them. lol. what is wrong with me!

i need sleep badly, badly. i just wanna sleep.

stuffin it up...

499th post

this is my (500 - 1)th post. i've come a long way. lol! gonna post something special in da next 1...

i just came home from OPM. i was totally awake this time round. and i enjoyed praying. hope i can go for the one on sunday as well.

how do u handle hurts in life? --> pls go to www.withalliam.blogspot.com for more infos.

though it comes abit too late but, a nice post to read, to meditate on.

thats all for now.

i actually made a new fren today. lol.

papaya anyone?

=)

Eat Eat Eat

felt like posting this pic. i wonder where i can get the program to do it for my own n70..

pls just focus on the top of the pic

thanks. LOL!

=)

new phrase new skin!

woohoo!!! i love this skin man! can't stay cute(tomato) anymore!!!

freely express!!!

good day good day. everything has been smooth. but i'm feelin kind stress when the sky turns dark. have the weird feeling that there's work next day!

too stressed up already! lol.

thanks to M.D. for being a wonderful fren.

nitez all!

i actually beat up someone in my dream last nite. wow... again. lol.

hostile eh? was facing some rubbish punishment as well. thank God its a dreaM! and its weird, i forgot who i've attacked. hmmm

life still goes on, i'm feeling more sick then ever. i need sleep, alot more sleep. replenish my health. if i could just cough all the sickness out!!!

i'm quittin my ncs job. =)

sick!

i'm still sick! i cannot believe it!!! aRRRRR...

i need healin ASAP!!!

Romantic Rite

Woohoooooo

and all the ah Bengs say...

LOL!

i'm looking forward to this!!!

$149

but well. it will be put to good use =)

it will be my school back in october!!!

Roar

its a low to high day. to actually wake up at 6am and know that ur day ends at 8pm is not v motivating. and i guess that's what happen this morning. lol. but well. thank God for ppl who talked to me while q-ing up. i felt much alive, and quite amazing-ly, i didn't even had the desire to sleep during the sermon itself!!!

Praise God for divine strength!!! the new paper are somehow talking about the issue of sex for this weekend and the next sunday as well. perhaps they should watch pst kong's svr today? lol. make a full report!!!

amazing day at Dialect as well. maybe i'm motivated by bro jace, mass avail himself even though he already has 3 ministries! we need this kind of person in DM man!!! i'll strive too! self motivated and God centered!!! moving on...

and guess what. its monday tml! back to work.. woohoo!!! $$$ here i come!!!

sat!

1 week of work gone! i'm $260++ richer!!! Praise God! He shall Supply!!!

day only started at 11am. thats when i woke up and realise that CGM starts at 1pm -.- thank God i live in jurong west. wahaha. gonna watch da service ONLINE. make full use of technology...

are u happy today?

=)

i'm



update**

michael carrick's $18 million dun seem to be a good deal at all. super UNDER perform!!! man. buy chelsea jersey liao!!! =P

CHANGE UR MIND NOW. YES. U! YES. NOW!!!

i can't stand the smell of august, full of burnings, not to mention that i live on da 2nd floor.

they should burn things at a place at least 5km from HDB ESTATES!

jurong island would be good, LOL!

anyway. chow has insomia, i DUN. lol. but i can't seem to settle down tonight. things running through my mind, i didn't remember having that much of stamina...

my face continues to peel, but i've seen some improvement, no complains.

i wish u could change ur mindset. BOUT ME..

roar

=)

ps: work is dumb/gay but da $$ is good! building fund !!! woohoo.

office

when a person has nothing to do. usually he would do bad things.

this is what i do when i'm alone and has nothing to do!



WOOT~

$7 per hr! i love part time!

lai ba.

listened to a chinese song. the lyric kinda goes..

how do u expect ppl to love u when u dun even love urself.

the love between guy n a girl.

then, my thoughts stop there, and i began to think. am i loving myself enough? haha.

we have a words i confess daily card... one of them which i remember is.

IT IS OK TO LOVE & TAKE CARE OF MYSELF

roar! that spurs me on somehow.. =)

Month Of Celebration!

Woohoo.. What a August, full of birthdays man!

































































































































=)

thank u

thank u amanda... its a super BIG gift.. i'm super pai seh now... owww

haha... but.. yeah. i really appreciate it alot, ppl around me dun give me that much! roar!

half half day.

i've heard unstable voice, super 'huh? ok. byebye..' lol...

but yeah, dissapointments came, to add up with stress and a blank mind. not knowing what to do at all.

Praise God for His Holy Spirit. and for da sermon at Dialect today. though preached in Cantonese/Hokkien, it was 1 that will leave a deep impression in my Heart.. Thank u Bro Jon!!! woohoo.

thats how my half half day ended. exciting day tml!!

i should learn to be contented eh? haha!

niteZz

whoa!

was greeted by this when i switched on my laptop



i'm loving it! calls for celebration! lol.

=)

waha!

yo man. i've signed up to continue workin in NCS!! woohoo.. $7 per hr!

will be workin from 21st august till 6 october.. crazy?

work out the pay and u'll know why i'm willing to do that! woohoo.

cheers! =)

sheng re kuai le

we had joy, we had fun, i lost in monopoly, shannon won. LOL.

fellowship dun need the best food, best ambience, best people.

it requires. love =) haha.

Happy birthday shannon. and of coz Michelle.

i appreciate u both v much!

roar!

its more than words... =)

good nite!

wonderful

In fact, you must be willing to make your whole life a seed, dying to yourself so that your life can produce fruit for others.

this was from the daily success keys. die to urself, to bring fruits for others. thats what we live for. we dun live for ourselves. we live for Christ, and his people! roar!

thanks to a few grps of ppl.

to J who called from australia. ( i can't believe i missed them both! lol)

to w382. for the wonderful card & gift

to dialect ministry. for the wonderful gift & (wheres the card? lol)

to chow, pok & ray. for all the surprises & efforts made + time spent on my birthday itself.

these people lived for me. some part of them died for me as well. be it time, money or strength.

thank u. thank u. and thank u.

and also those who smsded me with ur kind words. this is the year the Lord has made indeed!!!

i love u all! especially chow! haha

=)

i'll live for u too

ping ping

what do u do when u get a person's handphone?

1. find the camera function
2. take a picture of urself
3. send to ur own phone
4. set as wallpaper!! (on ur fren's phone)

LOL.

this is what u get =)








one of the pics taken sometime ago. cope from claris's blog.

lil boy eh? cute rite! =)


























nothing much to blog today. roar.

Work!!

attachment is coming to an end. 4 days more to go!

but deep down, i believe God spoke.

'continue to work' He says.

been listening to Pst Phil Pringle's message about The Wheel Of Life

in it he says, use every opportunity to work.

pst kong says, no work = no wife

this 2 sentences kept coming to my mind.

well, anyway, played soccer this morning with ex tanglin classmates, i can't believe that most of them are from my class, didn't have the sense of belonging u see. it was great, i only scored like 3 goals the whole time, and 1 of them was a lucky shot -.-

lol. now u know how GOOD i'm. Praise God.

but in exchange of that, now i'm physically n emotionally tired, had to talk talk talk like nv before. amazing things that i've done today. wow.

I stand in awe!

=)

yeh!

woohoo!!! FT2 Down! AFG to go!!!

simply amazing series. i admit that it was not simple, mind breaking actually!!!

the truths of God, simply awesome. i wonder how is AFV man...

great week! FOP tml!!! it's gonna be great!!!

cheers to Jesus!!

=)

change?

see how little i've changed, maybe just my skin color n abit of arm size.

and look at her, 女大十八变..

haha. 3 years and i'm still skinny, a lil taller, much less tanned.

what is wrong with me!?!

i'm having a great week. the main reason being attachment ending, there is liberty man!! no more bond with NCS!!! woohoo. A+ for attachment man! no doubt!!!

i believe doors have been opened, not by myself, but by God.

Thank u Jesus! =)

anyway, i bought the Reuben Morgan CD, the songs are amazing, sounds secular but yet, all of them are songs full of worship and praise!!! number 1 worship leader!!! oh ya, i got his signature as well , shook da hand, but, didn't take any pic :'( shall do that the next time he comes!!!

rest for now. great weekend ahead.