Sunday, August 28, 2005

Impatience

Many problems you face will come from impatience - shortness of spirit.

Impatience makes you do a thing several times, instead of once slowly.I

mpatience makes you miss the wisdom that comes from waiting and thinking before acting.

Impatience makes you lose friends when they frustrate you.

Because of impatience you will lose control of your temper.

Impatience is a short spirit.

If you're a person with a short fuse people will avoid you.

You will scatter instead of gather.

BUT, James 1:3 declares that the time to exercise patience is exactly when you don't want to - when you're under pressure.

If you develop patience and become great at waiting and coping and putting up with .....everything... you will be 'complete and entire, lacking in nothing' (Verse 4).

Go for it. Be a patient person.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

cgm 4hrs

can't help but have this urge to post...

4 hr long meeting today... simply amazing... the contents of the cgm today... simply ROCKS!!!quite alot of funny stuffs tat happened... i'm super tired now...

stupid devil! we gonna KICK UR BUTT!!! u r not gonna win anymore!!! *%&*$#&!!!

just wanna comment on the refreshment... it's wonderful... haha... keep it up?

:)

ps... u guys haven see choven for a long time... here goes...



act cute to the fullest... KNS!!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Fourth Turning

didn't go to school today... quite tired... deserve some rest... quite boring from 1pm till 3pm... all i did was install CS... play abit... no one fun to chat with online also... fasting today also.. can't eat anything till 6pm... u know how time flies when u eat... lol... quite slow movin... until 330pm when i went out... to jurong east... get my zen neeon fixed...

creative products super lousy... i only dropped it once... i confess... and the whole machine spoil... so vulnerable ? arrr... all they tell me is... we'll send u a new zen neeon 2 weeks later... there is no stock now... wow? seems like tons of others zen neeon needs servicing too... shall trust apple ipod next time... not going to buy much creative products lo...

went home rite after that... waited for food to come home at 7pm... before i went for prayer meetin... nothing interesting... but at 930pm... bro sy rogers came and shared a message... about fourth turning... and the generation of ppl between age 18 to 25... the HERO generation... COOL eh? simply amazing... u can simply find out more at www.fourthturning.com ...

initially wanted to comment on something... but dun wanna sound too desperate... so er... rite now... just have a feeling that... i'm super unapproachable... seems like no one is liking me much... thats the way i look ba... not talking to anyone seems cool too... and the drama thing on sat... kinda scared... not good with drama at all...

feeling stress + tired n quite helpless rite now... works r piling up... so r stuffs in cg... feel like crying... seriously need the grace of God rite now... not easy to be a man eh...

not gonna post soon... 3 weeks break... see ya...

nEw Look

yey... finally a new look... lol... thanks to jason once again!
:)

Sunday, August 21, 2005

CGL 5 hrs!

5 hours of cell grp meeting... when was the last time that we had such a nice long one? hmm...

great fellowship... though a few are cookin... and didn't have much fun... so sorry...

even more fellowship after that... some went jammin... some went... dinner n stuffs... its 1.51am lo... i go sleep la...

:)

Thursday, August 18, 2005

lalalala

day of rest at hm... full of rain... been reading my book... super encouraged... more n more revelations... Smilez... :)

The Meaning Of Life

Everyone needs attention.

Recognition is the food of the soul.

Most are starving.

Everyone needs to love and to be loved.

If we give people attention maybe they'll stop doing those annoying things they do to get attention.

Giving others significance is possibly the greatest gift all of us have.

Many live in high-minded delusion because no one gave them significance.

Meaningfulness is the ache of the soul.

What is the meaning of life?

We give the meaning of life to people, when we recognise their abilities, achievements and impact the world.

Don't wait for the funeral. Send flowers today!

revelation week

tons of revelation this week... not going to share much... coz.. i'm lazy to.. wahaha... nothing much that happen today la... just a trip to bedok then to toa payoh...

on the way my zen neeon DROPPED!!!(Highlight to see)... and it's gone... spoil liao...

dunno what to say...


anyway... time for me to put away childish things... pls dun think that childish things only exist in childrens... it can be in u as well... for example...

after service going for fellowship... everyone agrees to go Plaza Singapura for lunch... n u alone... wanna eat at BEST coffeeshop... the reason being... PS too far!! lazy to go... this just shows that u have a body of an youth/adult but a brain of a 5 year old kid... childish to the FULLEST...

good example? lol... if u are something like that... CHANGE la... dun be the same anymore...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

movie trip

i'm lazy to post... so just a few highlights... watched wedding crasher today... not v affected by da contents... but er... i do not recommend ppl under 18 to watch la... even though it's nc16... due to the tons of excessive explicit contents... thats all.. :D

on da way back on mrt... while lynn n pierson was talkin non stop... was listening to the worship song MAJESTY(Here I Am)... suddenly though about the dreams that i had... dreams that had not come to pass yet... largely due to laziness + fear...

time for a change... though there's a big obstacle... i've a BIGGER God : )

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Finding A Way


The leader communicates the vision and announces the plan. He selects and commissions a team to find the way to make it happen.

Consensus is good to a point; then it's all about leadership.

After a certian point the team are not the ones to say whether it can or cannot be done.

Moses' team exceeded their commission.

They were meant to find a way to implement their leaders' vision.

The finance people, the PR people, the management team are to find ways to make it happen, not find reasons why it can't happen.

A majestic thing is a leader and his team working together properly (Proverbs 30:30,31)

Project Super Schools

Yeap... PSS today... consist of 8 schools... including tanglin , fuhua and ang mo kio sec... something like the zest in da west event 6 mths ago... but on a smaller scale... full of games + fun...

my job scope = put white board at the side... so.. nothing much... double as counsellor... everyone wears a tag today... so u can see who is who... identifying purposes... interesting... no need to ask everyone their names...

quite a good meeting... though fuhua didn't get much points in da game... i'm just glad that... ppl responded... Praise The Lord!!!

Highlights include michelle cheering for 1 school... and 50% of the time she dunno what she cheering... and also er... the AMK sec incident... think i keep lookin at the someone... LOL... not sure about that... think she lookin at me la...

bball at wes house... after that soccer at toh guan... before going to IMM and home... super tired liao... no need to go into too much details... thank God for souls added into da kingdom...

NItez :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday To

CalviN!!!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

CG Birthday BBQ


cell grp bbq cum meeting today... everything starts at 3pm... where ppl are suppose to meet and cg would start at 330pm... but ppl didn't appear... so... instead we played games with forfeit and stuffs... lol... it was really gross... looking at the face of michelle n felix... its like eating something that ppl puke la... wahaha... thank God that me Jason + Joa nv kenna... wahaha...

cell grp meeting started when our 2 frens arrived... short message... followed by offering... we played 2 games before BBQ officially starts... ze chen is our head chef today... i didn't go near the fire at all for da whole evening... not my callin ar... hahaha...

we then celebrated the 3 ppl's birthday... first for michelle... where we sing a v wonderful to her... WE LOVE MICHELLE... TO THE FULLEST!!! woo... our sunshine indeed... gift presentation... the wonderful chocolate cake... and the 3 candles... enjoy rite! haha...

then followed by me... then cal... i got a bible... quite stylo... haven open yet... haha... quite a fruitful year for me la... 3 presents from ministry side, 1 from my sis, 1 from cg, and 1 from parents... + a few celebrations.... especially the one last nite... thank God for all da wonderful ppl around me... weee....

just wanna comment on the card i got from ministry... 2 person wrote that i'm teachable... and HUMBLE... really ar? shy sia... lol... must be coz of michelle la... learn from her one... and i like the bible... smilez...

after that we had quite alot of praise songs... super lol... during the i've got a dream song... rite after that we got a complain... some ppl think that we are too loud and annoying... benedict came rite before we ended the BBQ... photo taking everywhere... too bad cal not around... haha... if not the camera would be filled with erm... nvm... oopS~~

seriously enjoyed da bbq today... jsut the simple fellowship with w300 members can brighten my day... Thank God for such a wonderful cell grp... the people... and most importantly the amazing leader... happy birthday to all!!

:)

ps: first time in like 10+ years that i failded to watch the NDP live on Channel 8!

Happy National Day!!!


Day 1 of 18 years old...

CHEERS!!
big thanks to JOYCE, CALVIN n FELIX...
Made My Day...
Smilez!
: )

Monday, August 08, 2005

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday To Michelle! :)

Sunday, August 07, 2005

happy bdae to CHC

16th anniversay... day started at 630am... when lynn called my hp... i falied to respond to the alarm that i've set the day before... almost put down the phone before i realise that she's calling me... haha... quite tired... started my day with abit of flu... which will lead to more serious illness later on...

qued at 830am... quite far behind... but feeling was great when i get into audi... joa is struggling alone... trying to book 3 rows at once... before me and pierson rescued him lol! we got 34 ppl today i think... half of them new frens ba... 3 rows of seats leh.. PTL...

service was 3 hour long... dance and performance by Hillsongs + Delirous Included... finally he sang the WHAT A FREN... the one that i like la... we then sang a bdae song to CHC... more like the whole of CHC singing to me... LOL! quite fun... with strangers on my left n right... fool of christ to the fullest...

was sitting at seat number 07 once again... wonder why... the first day of FOP i sat at 07 too... thats the day that i was born in... my favourite number... cristiano ronaldo's jersey number... and most importantly... a number that is always good in da Bible... hehe... great things are coming ba... SmileZz...

off to dialect at 2pm... was sitting alone in bus 2... and this particular bro gave me a flu tablet... thank God... it saved my whole day... that i was able to serve super well in dialect for da rest of the day!!! more briefing in church.. about what we need to do for today... in the end... i do what i do best... busing! haha... with 2 bro by my side at the main gate... 1 of them is a SOT student from taiwan.. name = jeremiah... interesting eh... told me all about children's church which he is serving in rite now...

4 buses today... 3 small and 1 big... quite alot of new elderlys... due to the efforts of all da workers in saturation!!! Hallelujah! went to help out at sidegate... which i did yet more stuffs... find wheel chair la... slowly accompany 1 elderly who can't walk well to church... haha.. all commanded by captain MEI JUAN... hmm... bully me... haha... veron is giving me the buay gian smile again... as if i'm a UFO... bleaH!

quite hot today... and humid... got so tired by the time all the elderlys settled down in the service... uncle joseph then start to share story with me... from his army stuffs to tanglin sec... blah blah blah but interesting and entertaining... 1 hour gone by real fast...

helped out in da side gate... i'm the only person who directs the elderlys from church to bustop... i have to move elderlys from bus 16a, 16b, 11a, 11b,14a 14b, 7,13... 6 buses in all... my brain cracking... when i was trying to ask them to move to bus stop... or to stay at side gate... when i say number 14 stay at side gate... some of them still say things like WE ARE 14 A LEH... er... of coz i know la... lol... and they dun say things softly... and i had to speak louder then them... bo bian la... if not they will argue more with me... hehe...

everything ended in 30 minutes... i think i spoke to at least 650+ elderlys ba... non stop also... at the same time asking them to move to the grass area... and also pushing elderlys whom no helper are pushing... i confirm can chew gum, walk + listen to mp3 at the same time la... haha...
quite tired after that... standing for so long and talking non stop...thats before i keep the wheel chairs with da helpers... then kept some stuffs at b4... lol...

so much to do yet so little ppl around... but it was a great experience... i asked these things from God and they came... yey... nothing much goes wrong today... fellowship at 2nd best at around 9pm...

thats when the bdae thing came... the softest happy birthday song i've ever heard... sung by 10 adults... LOL... they shy la... haha... followed by gifts session... they wrote me a card as well... 1 gift from ops... 1 from toa payoh2... and 1 from sharon mei juan n lynn... haha...

thank u guys! :D

just wanna say that... i actually dun like to go out on my bdae... coz no one would celebrate with me... no one would bother to ask me out n stuffs... no frens i guess... woo... loser eh... that swhy i shake my head even when i got the gifts... hmm...

about my birthday wish... i wanna do more in dialect ba... rising up as a leader? haha... looking forward to becoming an ic first la... which will take years i guess...

tired liao... cya...

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Saturation Week

Saturation week for dialect ministry, to go from door to door to invite ppl to come to our church... targeting the elderlys who can speak and understand either cantonese or hokkien... rushed down to toa payoh at 2pm... only to realise... that we can eat first before we go do the stuffs... a time of fellowship... with ivan n mei juan... talking mostly about the FOP last nite... and ivan said it was great... haha... oops... is me off flow or what?

veron is late... and still she walk wrong side and went to 3 different coffeeshop to look for us... i'm suppose to do saturation with her while ivan dose his with mei juan... wahaha... we had the same reaction there... EEEEE... lol! veron then shared with me her story of how she couldn't go for the FOP last nite...

she rushed down to SIS from work in cab... she didn't have enough cash to pay the driver... paid using credit card instead... but... the card reader of the cab is down... the driver drove her to a place full of restaurant... but no atm... then they tried to go to the dunno what plaza near SIS... only to find the WHOLE building vacant... LOL!!! in the end... took the cab home instead... worst case senario hor... sob sob...

talked to veron alot today... realised that her cell leader is one of the teacher in tanglin sec... phillip wan i think... also the counsellor IC for FOP... veron also failed twice in her driving test... and she is from the DRIVING SCHOOL!!! LOL TO THE FULLEST!!! her third try coming soon la... pray to God that wisdom come to her... anoint her hands + legs + coordination... haha... Smilezz...

off to block 58... our task = saturation at lvl 3, 2 and 1... and also confirm those who had interest to come earlier on in da week... the uncle at lvl 6 super lol... say tons of rubbish to veron... so CHIO... bo bian la.. LOL! lvl 3 was bad... couldn't get anyone interested... lvl 2 got 2 aunite... who almost immediately agreed to come... thanks to her son... who also talked to the neighbour for us! whaha... really must PRAISE THE LORD! lvl 1 = full of muslim so... bo bian... we got 2 more eldery to go! YEY!!!

i tot it was the end of my day... can go home liao... only to be told by veron to stay at braddell wait for mei juan to come... to pass her the remaining flyers... while wating at the bus stop... one US guy talked to me... holding a bible in his hand... he introduced himself as ELDER PAUL from The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter - Day Saints... think he trying to share the gospel with me... going to talk to me about prophets... then mei juan came... before he goes into the thing... we are off for more visitations... lol...

after everything, went to toa payoh central to meet janie... to round up everything that the toa payoh 2 team has done this week... we got 50 elderly coming for 16th anniversary i think... yey!
thats when i also realised that MOS BURGER got sell something call ---> Iced Milk Tea... quite nice also... weee~~ coz mei juan treat de... haha!

took a bus from dhoby ghaut mrt to boon lay... got some materials for cell grp gift to new frens then chiong home lo... finished my August Bible Reading!!! YEY!!! How u Finished Urs?

Smilez :)

Tomorrow Will Be A Busy Day... Operations Will Go Well!!!

Nitezz

Festival Of Praise

Yeap...
Festival Of Praise 2005... quite a hot topic today... even de ming asked me about it... amazing eh... wear till so nice go to school today... everyone like looking at me with weird eyes... lol...

School ended real early... lab and tutorial are real lol today as well... nothing much that happen in class cept for the crying out loud thing... had a meal with nic + kevin + alvin... just feel weird la... i won't go anywhere uninvited... so dun have to worry... and also... i know i'm not welcomed in ya group... so... no need to bother la...

was quite late when i reached the... the que is so LONG... 120 churches in sg coming for 1 single meeting... got cramped together with lynn n ze chen n feli... and some PPL say me SMELLY! hmm... sweat alot la... those ppl kept talking n talking n talking... non stop... then while moving, one auntie touched my butt to the fullest!!! kept pushin n pushin till we reached the staircase... kan chiong spider sia... u know how precious my kah chng is? LOL!

though pst kong is da chair man... most of the time... the vice and president of FOP prayed... for nation, for da meeting... they pray so long... then i feel like that particular guy kept praying like off flow sia... haha... but i encourage him with my YES n AmEN anyway... and i really wonder how u raise ur hands in the air and PRAISE God... need some help for that la...

Hillsongs started with 2 praise n 1 worship... followed by Delirous... then the prayer thing.. followed by the word... and then 1 last round of praise and worship... most of the songs are great la... i can sing all actually... i just feel that both bands are great... their voice, musicians... but the atmosphere is quite bad ba... couldn't feel much... but i really like the Delirous guitar guy... he is GREAT... the Hillsongs drummer also... as for the lead singers... Delirious Guy has a wonder voice, pitch from low to high like free ... Classic English Man's Voice... Hillsongs---> I like her voice for all worship songs... wee... the way she dance also...

but... when everything goes right... some things will go wrong somehow... throughout da meeting... hundreds of movements everywhere... especially during the Word... everyone just seem to walk around all the time... super distracting... some ppl's handphone were still on even with the announcement... and many started to rush off... just before the altar call is given... Our Guest still has to ask them to stop moving... EEE... lousy attitude... dun think they are from CHC ba... we are too trained already... weee...

would love to go back tomorrow night... but.. got saturation de stuffs... so... abit bo bian... tomorrow nite must rest abit... chiong finish my remaining 20 - 40 chapters... wahaha...

God Bless Delirious n Hillsongs... Also CHC... tomorrow's meeting might just be better then today's! so... enjoy it if ur'e going....

:)

Ps: Our Album is out!!! $19 each... DVDs at $25 each... (Buy For Ya Frens As Well!!!)

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Integrity

When success is at the expense of integrity we have failed, not succeeded.

We should not be so result-orientated that we will do 'whatever it takes' to achieve the bottom line.

Doing the right thing may sometimes jeopardise the bottom line.

Respect for God, once called the fear of God, needs to guide our choices.

Do the right thing.

Let the chips fall where they may.

The people who matter will respect and trust you.

You'll sleep at night and save thousands of dollars on therapy.

The mind with a fractured conscience sees with a broken perspective.

The untroubled mind is free to dream.

"Blessed are the pure in heart. They shall see...."

Fasting Wed

Fasting From 6am today to tomorrow 6am.. its 12am already... super hungry right now... guess i'll need to hang on for a while more...

watching watching ichigo100% for almost the whole day... a story about 1 guy, and 4 girls who liked him at the same time... quite interesting, especially when he is near my age... i simply love it! but the ending is super no meaning to the fullest... but still i like that particular dream girl alot...

went to make cell grp gift for new frens on sunday... quite a simple gift, but i think its a great idea... haha... be happy when u recieve it...

tired liao, yet more lessons to go tomorrow! 9am - 5pm tomorrow... continue with visitation which will start at around 730pm... need tons of strength!!! looking forward to my breakfast tomorrow!!! planned to have er, 1 bowl of dried noodle, chicken soup, 1 piece of cake, 1 piece of swiss roll and 1 vit c drink! wahahah... drooling all over~~

peace! :)

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Bloggin Once Again

hi everyone, i'm up and bloggin... finally i find something special to share with u guys...

weee.... day start at 6am... where i twis and turn till 630am before i crucify myself to finally go bathe... was late for class... but IN lecturer is great... no scoldings at all... nothing great happened in school, maybe the part where clement got crashed by us in da lift...

after school = home! the best thing that can happen to a student!!! tons of National JC girls on that particular 174... i tot one of them looked at me :D! lol... still i fell asleep almost instantly reaching home at 5pm...

after forecast for FOP i started on my DCNS project... that is due in around 1 months time... but i seriously have no homework to do... then i continued with OOP1 tutorial 3 and then the IN3 quiz... took me 2hours and 30 minutes...

thats when a missed call in my phone caught my eye... from MARIA... she need ppl to help with props... listening to my tired body, i said i couldn't go... but 10 minutes later i'm out of house and on my way to CHC at 945pm...

indeed it's a joy to serve the lord! when i reached there, there was a lady, n myself. our task : a cupboard bus for dialect drama on sunday... hmm... the bus is like almost half done, basic shape is there, i began to stick double sided tape here and there, glue the whole cupboard with orange paper all the while without knowing the other party...

finally we packed at 11pm coz she stays at EAST area... that is the other side of SG, it was on da bus trip that i learned who she is. her name is SHU HUI, IC of Chai Chee area... i tot she was in charge of all the props whenever we need them. but no, she's just given this task and asked to do it just today i think... amazing, she told me how she got the idea of the bus's wheels, bumper, seats ect... then she told me that she first joined the church in Sec 2, 16 Years ago!!! but she dun look like 30 years old at all... and she has been one of the main dialect church leader, before she went for a spine surgery, and she told me of the eldery cell grps they had in the past, how things were in dialect church...

Seriously wanna thank God, that i'm able to meet yet another great person in church, someone who has been serving God for the past 16 years... wow! of coz still wanna thank God for da ppl around me... from w300 to w210...

I Believe This Sunday Will Be A Real Fruitful One, Lets Go For Da Harvest! :)

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

When a kettle boils, steam whistles through the spout.

When we reach the threshold of what we can cope with we complain.

This means we need to increase our capacity in that area.

Complaining is the language of victims.

We complain when we feel we have no control over negative circumstances.

Leaders cope with more than the people they lead.

They don't complain, they give thanks and see the upside.

To the positive mindset solutions appear.

The negative complaining mind fails to see any way through.

'In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.'
1 Thess 5:18- 19

Monday, August 01, 2005

highlights of the day...

1. didn't go school -> due to flu
2. 2 hrs wait at poly clinic for the MC
3. cut 500++ stickers for dialect (took 3 straight hours)
4. ministry meeting
5. send lynn home coz she saw a drunk guy at the stair case yesterday
6. realised that there is a small coffeeshop near lynn's house

interesting day rite?
headache now...
this week will be a hectic one...
discipline + great time management needed...
know what u can do for me rite?

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