Sunday, July 30, 2006

i seriously mean nothing

full of revelation today!!! shall blog this down before i forget.

nothing is ever wasted in ur life.

u'll just learn not to make the same mistake for other people's life.

ways for u to improve on!!!

20 minutes of meeting up changed my mindset totally.

thanks alot!

=)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

life goes on, no time to waste

i've regretted my actions , caused a break up.

i feel pain as well, excruciating pain. everything seems to fall apart now

maybe that is how much i had valued it.

what done is done, either i move on or i move on.

=)

doing nothing at attachment is fun, where i can play games, listen to mp3, call up ppl, train DOTA.

until a certain extent, where fun becomes boring, unproductive to the fullest.

i wish i could sleep for 2 weeks only to wake up on 12th of August where everything ends...

lol. i'm happy today, things seem to work out for the better somehow. Praise God.

i've quite a number of anime reviews that i've yet posted, maybe i should just make a blog to review animes!!! then i'll have a total of 3 blogs. LOL.

roar. great week ahead. Cleansing weekend.

be prepared.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

serve serve serve

today's success key


Genuine servants have nothing to hide. They are not interested in any selfish gain, nor do they wear their feelings on their sleeves. Rather, they set aside their personal agenda to become whatever is necessary for the one they serve. At first, this way of thinking is very difficult. Thoughts like, “But what about me?” and, “I’m not a slave!” wrestle with a person’s decision to become a servant. In time, though, a genuine servant develops a heart that really wants the best for the one served, regardless of the personal sacrifice involved.

If we truly are servants, then no task requires more than we can give. Whatever it takes, that’s what we will do. In Psalm 139, the psalmist makes himself entirely vulnerable to God. This request comes from a confident and a humble heart: Confidence because he did everything he knew to do, and humility because he was willing to learn what he didn’t know about himself. A genuine servant must develop these virtues as he searches for an authentic seal of approval.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I just did what i always do

who knew that this day wasn't like the rest

maybe this kid was reaching out for love

maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged

we are youth of the nation

he was nv really one of the guys

no matter how hard he tried

=)

EMO EMO EMO.


signs of not doing well spiritually

- grumpy-ness
- center of the world : ME
- concrete authority
- attention seekin-ness

i've learnt to put others before myself - thats how u get J-o-Y

i've learnt that the world dun revolve around me - i'm not a kid who cry out for everything in the world

i've learnt that not everyone behaves / act the way i want them to be - i'm not God

i've learnt that unGodly words will lead to destruction - i'm almost there

i've learnt that God created unconditional love - not everyone posess them

i've learnt to trust God with faith that i'll be able to do all things - thats how i say yes n amen all the time

perhaps i just need to love myself more, eat more, buy more, spend more.

roar

complaining complete!

u still love me? no?

gladly to say BYE!

=)

Friday, July 21, 2006

12hrs of work~!

like the title says, 12 hours!!!

i reach CDA at 10am, only to go home at 1050PM.

how tired m i? VERy. but well, thank God its near my home! (jalan bahar)

Extreme makeover tml, doing the show flats or something?

it'll be fun, yawns.

read quite a number of blogs in the space of 10 minutes.

ppl around me are quite bless, or blessing ppl. lol! if u know who i'm talking about.

i'm queing for the same things to come man!

if God can do it for u, He can do it for me too!! woohooo.

nitez

bEEzz

Saturday, July 15, 2006

love hina



how nice it would be, if u had a childhood fren(3 - 4 years old), made a promise, to come together when u grow up, to enter a uni, and to live happily ever after.

that was the story of love hina =)

man, how nice if it's happening. haha. nothing is impossible with God rite?

but yeah, what was most interestin is er, the female lead. who kept running away from her feelings, runnin n runnin n runnin. nv endin -.- until the last episode that is.

izzit that fun to run away from how ur heart is feeling and act like you're not interested at all?

dumb! haha. thats the word man.

long day tml

cyaz =)

Random Woo

haven been bloggin, due to time constrain and poor motivation. lol.

actually there are tons of things that i wanna blog about, but yet, most are not meant to be read.

anyway. extreme makeover next week. i believe it is going to be fun! even though if i'm no incharge of anything, it'll be 1 special experience.

tons of things that i can't blog once again! wahaha.

thats all for now.

i'm glad to have wasted ur time =)

hehe

Monday, July 10, 2006

Week 18

week 18 of attachment. it ends in week 20 =)

but things are getting more n more boring, the reason? all the projects that my supervisor has, are all done.

and i spend my time in office

  • walking around
  • chatting on msn
  • playing DOTA
  • print chords
  • do song sheet
  • search for DOTA guides
simply wasting my life away

pray pray pray.

A+ for attachment

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life has been really normal now, most of the time i'm talking to myself in my brain.

7am wake up

reach NCS at 9am

lunch at 12pm

ends at 5.30pm

reach home at around 7pm

3 hours to do stuffs.

before i end at 10pm

that has been my life for 5+ months... can't wait to end it man!!!

enjoy them



Wednesday, July 05, 2006

free & easy

i've decided not to post the leadership files anymore. becoz. i dun think alot of people read this blog. haha.

anyway. i'll be going to CORAL ISLAND in sep or oct. trip organised by school. $150 only!!! cheap cheap!! wahaha. and also. my sis kind of guranteeded me a overseas trip this year!!! 1st chance to take plane. yey yey. most prob to taiwan. i'll be able to visit pst abraham 's church.

can't wait for attachment to end! counting down... wooo.

free & easy

=)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

A Day To Be Marked

1 Touch That Changed My Whole Life

I'm So Happy!

=)