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ever watched john tucker must die? where the girl became noticed by ppl aft she tried to change her personality n character totally. but well, in the end she reverted backto normal. with a happy ending.

i'm experiencing this man, been hanging out with my poly mates, and it was pretty amazing, the frens they have, who now became my frens. a good apple won't turn a basket full of bad apples GOOD. and i kinda, became bad rite now, perhaps in the way i behave. and the way i talk, the way i relate to people.

i'm tired of being nice, loving. and yet at the same time, v unappreciated, no one listens to me.

it's scary when u put in so much effort, to gain nothing in the end. that was how i felt up to yesterday. i'm not praying, indulging myself in games, always on the lookout for relationship( the BGR kind).

backsliden eh. thank God i'm reverting back, back to Christ.

i've learnt quite abit of lesson, just today alone. i'm v alone. 0 frens in school. 0 frens in church?

what a life rite? ha. i have 3 permanent frens. thats all it matters.. for now.

outcasted. always. i really wonder why sometimes.

i'm praying for frens. weird? i hate being alone.

thats how i'm feeling now.

but well, no time to dread my life on this issue, i believe 1 day they will come. roar.