Sunday, February 10, 2008

thank u

hi i'm blogging once again. i believe i've been really down, hit the rock bottom of my life, extremely depressed and also very negative. Thank God, things changed during this chinese new year, i'm almost fully recovered, engine switched on once again =)


see the happy face when i just started out in OCS.


my mum. hoho.


my instructor's car, taken without his permission!

my sis once again.
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life in OCS has been like a roller coaster ride, but this ride is really unique, it simply climbs up all the way, the only drop will come in er.. 7 mths time? haha. Glory to glory. tough to even tougher!

many times i felt like giving up, throwing the heavy load aside, only to carry on because of the words of this special someone.

the same question pops up all the time: Come OCS for what? so xiong. might as well be a man somewhere else, enjoy the weekly friday book out blah blah blah.

for the pride? the glory? the money?

my real reason.. to achieve something that i've never had access to. LEADERSHIP.

i've never been much of a leader anyway, be it church, school, clubs.

this is my chance, this is my time!

thank God i'm still hanging around. i'll nv give up until the end. my goal is to stand proudly on the parade square on 13th sep, throwing my peak cap high up in the end, shouting with joy =)

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cny has been real fun so far, i've been hanging out with a few grp of ppl, ppl that i used to hang out with. been out for most of the time, reaching home in the early hours of the morning.

just to thank a few ppl. joycelyn for the wonderful steamboat earlier on, joycelyn again for the movie outing that she organised, james and his team of ppl for spending time at chijmes, claris loh & frens for the movie at PS ytd night.

i've received many encouraging words from u guys, thank u very much, i'll continue to work hard in ocs =) i know i can do it.

nothing is impossible with God!

ps: i'm too tired to think, maybe next week i'll be back to edit. LOL.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

i'm not dying, half dead really

tough times dun last, tough man do.

2008 has been a tough year since day 1, i didn't really feel the festive mood for cny this time round.

and i probably allowed myself to be hurt once again

i apologize for the fallen countenance, though i deny but i really feel sad & disappointed.

but it will end here, i'll get better.. soon.

thanks for all ur concerns.

happy new year ahead =)

i'll be stronger. take things slow huh.

ROAR!