and u think u are cool.

was pretty cold in PM today, was alone praying, much like last tue at jw b4 audi... its scary to pray alone man, i actually tot of not coming for the next 1 in 2 weeks time 0___0 lol! i have my shortcomings =P

had a test today, basically i went into the battle with only half my armour and a blunt sword, but still i looked for victory, somehow. lol. i asked for a pass, thats all. and somehow i think i can do it! no need for retest man!

lab test coming up on sat, no time to lose, i can't fail that! i will do well in Jesus name!!

J is coming back. on 3rd. i'm excited. hah.

He can sing, preach, draw. WOW!

i'm not a art person, but Pst Phil Pringle changed my perspective totally.

it's an incredible cross! i'm capitivated. i pray to see it in my new house in the near future! Hallelujah!

i watced 15 episodes of initial D anime just now. then i realise some important thing about takumi/jay chow.

He level up really fast!!! he simply adapt FAST!

maybe thats what we Christians need as well, the devil might have stolen all that we had before we got converted, but the BIBLE says GOD WILL RESTORE!!! the more the idiot takes, the more God RESTORES!!! so. i'm pretty much pumped up. nothing to lose!

THE DEVIL HAS ALREADY BEEN DEFEATED!!!

& we always WIN! AMEN!

i believe Pst Phil can Sing really well, might even be better then his son. lol!

amazing day! i love that art piece. help me build a fundraising event pls.

=)

shout shout shout!!!

been havin fun today actually. but was quite dissapointed with certain attitude of ppl. but i'm not in charge of that life. so, nothing i can do =)

pizza cgm followed by service. i'm glad i was pushed to attend this meeting, something that i will remember for the rest of my life i guess. flow with the Holy Spirit ~

its time for bed, i'm tired. VERY!

=)

i'm perfect in kissin~

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

wow. haha. so if u need a good kiss, feel free to email/call/sms. i'll be there for u! ( girls only)
LOL
nah. just jokin. but a funny quiz though, still got quite abit, so. feel free to try out.

pretty tired now, only got home at 11 after my bible study. i better bathe n sleep now..

oh, i stepped on a puddle of mud water on my way home. AR!!

=)

look like someone huh

lousy presentation skills -.- lousy atmosphere in the class actually. with 0 frens around.

but well. suddenly i felt like posting a pic so here goes..















pretty tired, woke up at 7am just to do a self reflection. roar. tests are coming up next week.

on tues : written paper on a module which i'm seriously clueless about.

on sat : lab test which i only know abit. ABIT.

need to work hard through this weekend man.

i'm going for discipleship class on friday nite. wonder how izzit like. hmm

hihi

been feelin the coldness. m i too sensitive. hah.. but well. nice day actually. went for pm despite the flu. though it's still with me now. i actually feel alot better. roar.

these 2 weeks will be pretty much busy. all the tests cram into 1. scream out loud man!! yey.

its always bout the $$ issue. BIND U!

amazing day

the stress all went away ever since cgm yesterday at mich's house. wonderful message. every burden seem to just fade away. yey.

the bbq was good, 1st time i've ever join dialect ministry workers in a chalet, and it was amazing, just playing guitar alone was v v interesting already.

ministry went well at the same time, thanks to jeannie who went to bbq -.- i had to take over. but it was a good experience, need to thank meijuan as well, usher pros!!

but i think usher side, we would need 1 more worker, to be trained, for outside hall, if nt forever i'll be the one doing it man.. wahah..

i'm pretty tired, but yet i'm v excited. for the weeks to come. Praise God!

=)

draw

was on my way to bs, then i began to walk slowly. wondering in my mind, have i always been rushing through life, time dun seem to be enough all the time. how many times have i actually slow myself down, to enjoy all these things around me, all the places in town, where i could just hang out n enjoy. but i knew 1 thing was stopping me, and it is money.

always i'm being tied down, forced to stay at home. not knowin much about this world. and this has been happening ever since primary sch. where everyone can enjoy, and when being asked to go out, i could only reject, without any choice actually. so were the days in sec sch, man, being picked on everywhere i go, every single thing i do seem to make ppl hate me more.

things still seem to be the same in poly. many times i'm alone, no one to call out to. what a life.

as i walked towards suntec tower 3, i felt so burdened, this past, this current financial crisis, weighted down my shoulders. i wanted to cry out, loud, i wanted to be with someone, anyone, just someone that i could talk with. few came to my mind, and the thought of sharing with them ceased, 'too busy' i thought.

could only leave everything aside when bs started, focus on God.

i couldn't remember much, just that, we have to respect the Holy Spirit, as much as we respect God. He is also the Lord over our lives. the 'gentle whisper, still small voice'

bs pretty much ended, back to reality. i'm actually wishing rite now, for this time of drought to pass me by. i hate this feeling, constricted by the lack of money. things sure pour down all at once, caught me right where i am. helpless, i dunno where to go to, simple lost.

i'm really stressed up. i'm not empty now, simply in lack, in every area of my life.

God, help me.

the noobss

some unprepared presentation once again, as always, somehow i feel that, me n jun hao really rocks at anyhow flow situation. to say something out of nothing. simply amazing.

been a long day, went for BS, and finally took my afv quiz. tomorrow have to go for GOHS. man. i think i will sleep there. super tired. lol.

i'm smilin. i wonder why =)

u Praise Him anyway..

slowly they are piling up, BIND U STUPID DEVIL!!! z

pretty much stressed up once again, prob by ministry. its scarys. AR!!

the new house is coming. prob movin in 1.5 mths time. PROBABLY..

can't confirm anything yet. but i believe its gonna be a nice place, some of the jurong ppl are gonna miss me, i know. dun cry. i'll miss u too. hah!

amazing race, keep runnin. its hard to stop actually.

cheers

RUN!!!!!!!!!!

yes i'm runnin. finally. ha.

pretty tired. man utd won 1 - 0 last nite. pretty amazing match. watched it even aft advice from DR choo. oops. football is my passion =) hah.

victory! roar!

new season, i shall not lag behind.

cheers~!

STOP

kept seeing this nick on someone's msn account.

see that line? dun cross it...

from someone younger, perhaps longing for attention. hah. same for me, thats why i wanted to stop ppl from coming here, stay in the outer courts, i dunno u man. for u dunno me =)

i just wanna be happy. How? hah.

great news are coming in, i hope they materalise somehow, cheap talks dun worth too much. preety much busy aft this week, all the lab test are going to pile up, i dun wanna do bad, i wanna shine, so, pls dun bother me. no one is bothering anyway. wee.

back to sleep

woot

stressful days. man. i've made a decision: only to play dota with Kim n Cal... such a waste of time to play with others!! z

now is the time n season, to start doing projects, assignments, study for lab test, final test. i'm abit involved, but i need to do better =)

but i'm seriously not doing well on the other side, i need to get better. every area of my life. ar!

it's 10.30am, & i'm gettin sleepy.

cya


update*

presentation was pretty successful, everything's fine.

just a lil tired.

?

ever watched john tucker must die? where the girl became noticed by ppl aft she tried to change her personality n character totally. but well, in the end she reverted backto normal. with a happy ending.

i'm experiencing this man, been hanging out with my poly mates, and it was pretty amazing, the frens they have, who now became my frens. a good apple won't turn a basket full of bad apples GOOD. and i kinda, became bad rite now, perhaps in the way i behave. and the way i talk, the way i relate to people.

i'm tired of being nice, loving. and yet at the same time, v unappreciated, no one listens to me.

it's scary when u put in so much effort, to gain nothing in the end. that was how i felt up to yesterday. i'm not praying, indulging myself in games, always on the lookout for relationship( the BGR kind).

backsliden eh. thank God i'm reverting back, back to Christ.

i've learnt quite abit of lesson, just today alone. i'm v alone. 0 frens in school. 0 frens in church?

what a life rite? ha. i have 3 permanent frens. thats all it matters.. for now.

outcasted. always. i really wonder why sometimes.

i'm praying for frens. weird? i hate being alone.

thats how i'm feeling now.

but well, no time to dread my life on this issue, i believe 1 day they will come. roar.

a&b

pretty amazing week. finally i've pledge an amount, which i actually felt peace about.

1 week ago, God gave me an amount, i kinda got it, but u know. i kinda let the devil scam me abit, and in my heart, i reduced it to half that amount, simply when i look at the current financial situation.

but er. i was really impacted during the dialect service, where our leader Jonathan God shared about his mum being in hospital for the past 3 years due to a coma, that cost a huge sum of money. however, that did not stop him from pledging an amount, that was way beyond what he can give. but in his heart he knew, God is going to come through for him. somehow, for he is God!

thats when i told myself, lift up my eyes, look upon Jesus. but well, a week passed, i kept being attacked, by humans all around me, and by the lies of the devil. PUI! but yeah, i pulled through, i pledged the amount that i feel God wants me to give, quite impossible to fulfill but i have Faith! thats all that matters rite? the attitude of giving.

those who sow in tears, shall indeed reap with joy. i cried man, tears dropped like running water. i dun cry too much in service normally, but, yeah, God was there. i know He's happy. roar!

seed ---> time ---> harvest

its not about the harvest, but, our God is good, He'll bless us back anyway. not just 1 to 1, but 1 to 100!! multiple blessings!

i wanna see the move of God, firsthand, in this 2nd Arise & Build. It's not a blind giving, or a foolish pledge. God is going to work miracles for me, through me, to me!!!

and i pray that, i'll win this fight of faith! half the battle is already won with the pledge + signature. run run run!!!

=)

ahem ahem

man, i'm coughing bad, walk abit faster n i started to pant -.- wow, pretty amazing, now u see the real weak ber. ha.

thank God its not painful.. yet. but well, this week has been weird, weird treatment from the ppl around me, particularly classmates. or m i the one treating ppl badly.

great attacks before the a&b that is going to come. 2 days left. count down.

happiness is

been quite confuse lately, maybe i'm just tired. man.. thousands of different thoughts came through my mind for the past week, most of them negative. waha. A&B coming, man, spiritual battle!

how i wish i could just throw everything aside. and do what i really feel like doing, with the people that i wanna do it with. how irrespondsible u'll say. try steppin in my broken shoes.

active listening, are u practising that lately? more active listener should appear.

rate rate rate rate. u do that with people as well? how equal is that.

what a life. ha.