Candle Light

i haven blogged about my past day events...

coz..

dun think anything is much worth mentionting...

except for a few here...

• Thank God for the power mixer that was fixed rite after i prayed...
  
• Thank God for chance to operate in Dialect...
• Thank God for inner healing...

yup... its great to just lean on God's strength... to allow the Holy Spirit to work through me... then again... i still need to be better... more rapid changes are needed.. learning from my mistake will be crucial..

i heard that 55 elderlys responded on saturday... woohoo!! Praise God!!! Heaven Must Be Rejoicing!!!

but... its kind of... not knowing to be happy or sad situation... super confused at the end of the day... and i resort to STONE n just allow things to pass by... all the time... just thinking of... what i could have done... what i could improve on... wasn't v affected by any Dialect ppl... was purely tired actually... and its weird to have everyone coming to u... and say things like... ' r u ok? '

lol... i'm alright... just hungry n tired n dunno to be happy or sad... thats all...

just wanna say something else... yes i know i OWE alot of ppl birthday presents... i HOPE that all ur brains can just realise that its still A&B season... it's my fault that i'm not able to give anything to u guys rite now... u dun have to remind me every single moment... if i could i would haven given u something already... and i know i'm wearing all the old clothes n stuffs... but what can i do?

i've enjoyed today's candle light svr... but... i'm dissapointed... with the ppl... n myself... christmas is indeed a giving season... i dun think i'll be able to give this time round... dun expect to receive anything anyway...