Friday, June 30, 2006
Haha
this anime is Air Gear. super lol...
spend half a day at work watching anime yesterday. everyone kind of had a meeting somewhere else. leaving just a few of IAP students in the office. but well. took the time to watch like 5 or 6 episode of animes. can't wait to download and watch the rest =)
fruitful day i guess. need to buck up in some areas as well.
this is who i m. roar!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
?!?!
man. i sucks at 16 beat... can't seem to get it right!!! will take up to 1 month before i can get it...
kept having the idea to be selfish, keep everything to myself, bless myself. but no. thats not the way i'm.. wahaha...
no one bothers anyway.
and er. have u bought sun's album? i'm gettin 1 on sunday =)
i admit that though she's the 2nd most impt person in CHC, i didn't actually like her songs, until this album came along. wahaha.
i believe it would be 1 that will bless me (though it will cost me $18++).
to amanda : was playing guitar just now, sorry that i didn't reply fast enough =)
Ego
Leaders are motivated people with a strong ego.
However, ego is a poor guide.
Wise leaders make decisions from a fully awake mind.
Ego guided projects cost too much, produce too little and only impress the builder.
Ego management is needed for effective leadership.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Love
for me, love is a sacrifice. of what u might ask.
- time : quality time, time that u bother to create
- strength : efforts, little things that u bother to do
- finances : where ur treasure is, there ur heart will be also
where is the love~~~
what a lonely planet.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
peace come
not feelin v well now anyway, keep having the urge to puke after my meal. not the 1st time this week anyway. due to stress?
maybe i need prayers. maybe a word from heaven.
or maybe i need sleep =)
anyway. i believe my hair style and color made my look blur. maybe i look blur with any hairstyle.
if i happen to stone and not doing anything, dun worry. most prob i'm just tired, or i've talked too much =)
Show Me How To Live! Roar!!!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Weddin
2nd Weddin attended this year. different settings, different style.
like typical Singaporeans, my sis loves to compare. the bride's brother is 1 year older then me. and his GIRLFREN was around ytd nite.
my sis kind of said this out loud while eating ' PEOPLE GOT GIRLFREN, WHERE IS URS? '
blah blah blah... lol.. all i could do was continue eating n drinkin.
i'm not bother. to the fullest. so dun worry.
=0
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
pressin in
be it a school mate, a basketball fren, a cell group mate, a leader, or even ur best fren.
ever felt like, ' what izzit always me who have to call 1st? , why can't he/she do it '
i'm feeling that rite now.. lol..
but still i'm continuing to press on, cept for a few... LOL!
press on press on.
its all about good fellowship.
Prophecy
To prophesy is essential for a leader.
It's not mystically predicting the future, but speaking a bold faith statement about what is to come.
It's having insight to see the unseen.
It's bringing about change in people.
It imparts faith and hope.
It inspires followers.
It sounds like a trumpet. It's a call to action.
Prophesy, prophesy, prophesy!
Make it happen!
Monday, June 19, 2006
?
i'm so physically tired. my arms especially. someone metioned that i'm skinny yesterday.
i'm trying hard to get fatter.
HARD.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Hearing From God
- you are not good enough
- you dun have the finances to do it
- you need to eat remember?
- you are not good looking, people won't look up to you
- you are not important, no one needs you
- you are too tired, dun do it
THOSE ARE ALL LIES!!! dun have to believe in them...
God is good, i simply wait for like er, another 20 seconds? and the Holy Spirit will begin to speak to me, through my conscience, my heart.
I'm a overcomer!!! I can do all things through Christ who Lives in me!!!
I know that i'm truly blessed, and i do have frens, leaders around me.
people like Jeremy, Jeannie, Janie. those who actually bothered.
Thank You All.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Random
http://www.myspace.com/nikkifletcher
i'm bloggin randomly nowadays. whatever that comes to my mind, at work or at home. it's kind of fun actually.
i'm tired. watch too much last nite. i slept at 1am -.-
i love u. Jesus =)
Strength For Today
Our strength is equal to the day.
Don't try to live tomorrow yet - your strength for that day has not yet arrived.
You will get through today.
You will cope with today.
The past has gone.
The future is yet to come.
Live now! Today!
This is the day the Lord has made! Rejoice in it!Guard it, and Guard it Well
He who guards his mouth preserves his life,
But he who opens wide his lips shall have destruction
There is one who makes himself rich, yet has nothing;
And one who makes himself poor, yet has great riches.
Read.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Blood
a day of wait, i waited under a tree and cool breeze for 30 minutes before the engineer appeared, waited almost 1 hour for people to appear... can't believe it, i must plan my way better next time...
PM was great... quite disappointed that only me felix n cal appeared. the rest, i do not know why. those with PO i can understand, where are the REST!!! WHERE ARE U... simply shows the attitude... not for me to judge... up to their personal preference.
i attempted to take out my ear ring, its bleeding non stop once i touch it. i can't believe it man, spent so much money for trouble... i took it out finally, for the 1st time. after i clean up and everything, tried to put it back, the pain stopped me. and i kind of had the feeling of fainting, had to sit down n rest -.- ... what is wrong with me!!!!
not going to put it back... maybe in august i'll pierce again, for now... the red hole remains...
this sentence has been running through my mind for the past few days... and it kept me going...
it is impossible to please Man, please God instead...
and also this, which actually kept me focus
We're Singing
Holy Is The Lord
Thanks to Delirious? of coz.
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tons of spiritual warfare going on as well... i kind of have a remedy...
Keep Thinking Of ---> NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!
* Imagine the scene u are looking at is a window being smashed *
Then u sing
Holy Is The Lord
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It's easy to defeat the devil
Because We Have Already Won Through Christ =)
Monday, June 12, 2006
Serve Serve
it has been a great week, starting with the bs session, to sat's outing at pasir ris and ytd's service + ministry...
more are expected, more are demanded.. from me.
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
anyway... i sent 1 elderly lady home last nite, she stays at a blk near the church building. it rained the whole day so she wanted someone to bring her home. the journey begins, she lives 3 blocks away. she talk to me quite alot, the whole time i'm asking God to give me revelation... lol... she spoke cantonese, i'm a teochew + hokkien... but i was impacted by the faithfulness that is in her.
she's abit hunch back, and she moves really slow, relying on a stick to keep her balance. but she has been coming to church, without fail for the past few years i guess. all the time that i serve in dialect, i would see her walking in almost 1 hour before the service starts. and well, i dun think i've seen her complaining like many other elderlys... thats what impresses me...
i should learn to complaint less eh... wahaha...
do i actually look like i've studied English and Hokkien In School?????
sign up though this link pls!!! thanks.
Friday, June 09, 2006
World Cup 06
Its The World Cup Season!!! Wahaha... Starting Tonight at 12!!!
man, great atmosphere in office today, its so unusual that people are so lively even though its friday. must be the world cup..
anyway... i 've finished reading 'How to hear from God' in 2 days!!! yey... man i tell u... its amazing... must thank those people who bought it for me again n again. almost 300 pages, and i only remembered 2 impt points... 1 i have shared in the previous post... the other 1 is...
If u Listen, u Will Hear...
and it is found rite at the end of the book, where they introduce the book to u... lol... i had to go through 300 pages to find it -.-
anyway... its 8pm... gonna sleep now, shall wake up at 12am...
=)
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Pray Pray Pray, Obey Obey Obey
Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God, of the doctrine of baptisms, of laying on of hands, of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment.
this is what our faith is based on!
great BS session once again!!! 20% of the time i was quite lost though... wahaha...
anyway... just wanna thank God for His grace. for multiplication of time actually. i was initially scheduled for a task this morning, all the way till afternoon. by grace, the engineer didn't turn up, and i used the time to do my interim report!!! and Praise The Lord!!! 80% done!!! i will be able to finish and edit it tomorrow!!! no need to stress over the week end!!!
then again, i took 5 hours to complete the 80%, super draining!! its like writing a blog for a period of 13 weeks in 5 hours!!! included are pictures and personal testimony... lol... i had a great time, and time did fly pass, i'm happy. no longer complaining, nv complaint again! =)
will a bigger desire lead to a even bigger disapointment? would a bigger fall then produce a greater come back?
ponder ponder... pray n obey!!!
thats what i've learn in the book call ' Hearing from God' from joyce meyer. learn to pray and obey and pray and obey.
not much quality for a post once again!!!
anyway, my tag board is kind of hidden, u much scroll down abit after u click the taggie.
shall use tomorrow to change it... until then..
God bless u my fren =)
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Time
interim report by monday, (sat for me, due to busy weekends)
quite abit of other things that i need to do... have to plan here and there... no time to even watch those animes that i've downloaded, or even the hillsong DVD that i bought last friday.
this sat's cg will be at pasir ris park, a combined meeting once again. not sure what we are having yet, but it should be fun?
back to work...
=)
Monday, June 05, 2006
budget
what a week... packed with events...
even till today. wow. a trip to m'sia...
i'm pumped up, spiritually, my confidence boosted like nv before, but this stupid flesh is getting weak, i'm so drained n tired. not to mention words n actions from ppl that constantly pull me lower n lower...
i'm complaining again =)
i'll ask for peace tonight. that might just be the thing that i need.
rant rant rant. will all the unedifying ppl just dissappear, dissolve, whatever, just dun appear in my face.
bye.