been living a boring/slack,busy/hectic February since the chinese new year. been stabbed everywhere in my body, healed, and stabbed again and again unknowingly.. and its amazing when the ppl who does the stabbing are pretty innocent too.. the sabotage days. haiz.
guess i'm still not standing strong enough.
the first ever outing that i'm supervising over became a huge disaster.
-lack of help
-lack of knowing what is really going on in the IC's mind
-lack of control
a lack of leadership i guess. big time failure.
i realise tons of truth this week.
- i'm the weakest in fitness.
- said to GARBRA in the activities that i conduct.
- happy when things turn out to be positive or negative.
- ugly, waste ppl's flim in photo taking.
- lousy at 'smoking' ppl, i'm bad at lying
- lost in all games that i played. hardly won. in bball, soccer, even games.
now u know the kind of officer i m.
big time loser.
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