leader

i came to realise finally, the tough side of a leader's life.

24/7 i'm thinking bout my man, my commanders, what are they going to do, how are their well-being blah blah. to the extent where i'm not thinking bout myself, my other commitments.
and this is just me.

link it back to our CGLs.. i have the sudden huge bolt of appreciation for every Leaders in church. how tough it must have been for them, thinking, praying,fasting, living their lives for the members who are placed under them..

2 Cor 4:7-10

But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed—

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