look at that, 42 emails when i came online after 3 days of absence.
bad week really, 2 weeks running, there seem to be a dark cloud moving together. the lightning seem to come through me often. it's becoming hard to control my emotions. roar! struggling but well, not falling... yet.
was listening to Sun's song at work, 你聽見了嗎 i think.. then i began to remember when i was in pri 4 or 5. super abused at home by my grandma. didn't live with my parents in the past. i ran away actually. walking a few kilometers all the way to my parent's stall in depot road, near CMPB. running away, just to find love, peace n protection. then i realise who really were the ones who protected me when the storm comes, when i was facing the giants of my life. almost cried at the moment, feeling super helpless at work. that song just played and i just felt comfort, from God really. the power of 1 song, amazing.
was lost in thoughts until huimin called out to me i think, haha, thank God for parents, thank God for Jesus,
now i run to Him instead.
anyone listen to MY ANATA by Tao Ze?
funny song really, i'll probably sing it to the 1 i really love.. soon! haha.
cheers to a wonderful weekend. dreadful week!!! ARR!!
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