Wednesday, January 24, 2007

it's weird to be all alone at 20

went around looking for my beloved drum set, none found, but i made a decision to buy a electric drum. less hassle in sound insulation and space limitation.
i want it to be, nice, with normal round drum face, feel nice, to look like a actual drum. but it's gonna cost me 2.5k that way, guess i'll just go with a lil less look and op for the one that is half the price.

life's been pretty much lousy, worst days of 07 is here, the level of loneliness is hitting the bottoms. think about it, how much frens do i have on earth today. frens whom i can chat with, share my life, my vision, my dreams with. i only got 3 so far. it shouldn't be u. 2 of them have no access to this area. 1 seldom read. the only male that is included, dun belong to Jesus, yet. i can't be too close to some. most won't even bother to listen.

is that what we call love? indeed humans are inperfect creatures, i'm not perfect, so are u. maybe i'm just having too much expectation from christians? the people who are suppose to love: far better than a unsaved person.

what a lousy world.

all i see is my complains, yes i know. but. where exactly is the love. i dun see it anymore.

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