o levels out!

hmm...
feeling a sense of sadness everywhere...
its really scary...
been haveing this heart dropping feeling ever since afternoon...
worrying for all my fellow bro and sis...
those who are taking their results today...
arrrrr...
i prayed for quite awhile..
not going to say who get what result...
but i just wanna say that...
whatever u have in ur hands now...
just use it...
may it be ITE or Poly or Jc...
just go...
no point broading over it...
i need peace...
lol...
all the best to all ur tertiary educations ppl...
:)

addicted

owww...
played red alert 2 for 3 straight hours...
and completed the allies mission campaign!!!
wee...
finally its over...
time to be the bad guys!!!
but soviet infantry sucks...
i dunno how...
must change tactics le...
anyway...
i m stopping myself from playing already...
computer games is not my life...
but er...
i got winning eleven 8 lo...
not going to touch that for now...
i had a great afternoon with my cell group today...
the feeling is great...
and great food too...
thanks to yvonne and her mum...
praise the lord...
i'm going for all services tomorrow...
so...
shall go sleep..
its 1.30 already...
and i got abit of headache...
ahah....
thank u lord for saving me!!!
:)

pride = destruction

pride will kill ur ass...
u will know that if u went to the conference...
praise and worship always rocks in conferences...
and today was great...
being the last day...
it was wonderful...
had lunch with ken & co before service...
ct and mee pok came later...
i m glad that she didn't get angry when i asked if she liked mee pok...
lol...
and ghim moh is near holland v...
i'm glad that mee pok realised how fierce she looked...
i could have cried just now...
lol...
had to sit with tzu qun today...
at the back of the audi again...
we are lousy at CHOPPING seats...
buay tahan...
thank god that i m in the hall anyway...
sermon was cool...
all about pride...
and humility...
i m tired now...
and still i m sick...
sian...
tomorrow still got 8am pratical lesson...
wonder if i still can stay awake and go for service 1...

I'm sorry that my hair sucks

yes...
i m sorry that my hair sucks...
i dun need ur opinions at all...
especially to li chuin...
today is a lousy day...
i m down with flu...
but i went to school anyway...
went off at 3pm today...
went to get a ang bao...
then went home to sleep...
for 1 hour...
and had to get changed and go church...
today is day 2 of the conference with Rev Ulf...
quite excited with what he is going to preach...
today's sermon is on missionary...
which is quite unrelated to me rite now...
and seriously it was quite boring...
de brief was quite fast...
i was too tired and sick...
and i have already forgotten what michelle has said...
oops?
anyway...
met quite a few ppl today...
benedict...
jessica...
joanna...
and chow tee...
those whom i''ve not seen for quite sometime...
and all of them made comments on my hair except joanna and jessica...
had dinner with alot of w250 ppl + ken sorfian and alvin...
quite lame...
was quite off...
and left out also...
but i dun actually care...
and what is sad...
is that my dinner only consist of 2 piece of egg prata...
eee...
went off after that...
was quite noisy today...
feeling high ba...
haven't had any chance to talk with these ppl...
quite crazy actually...
maybe letting off all the negative stuffs that has happened for the past week...
i m still sick now..
there is alot of pressures on my ears...
signs of FEVER...
arghhhh...
i need water...
alot of water...
and prayer...
ARRRRR...
so pain...
gotta watch chelsea vs barcelona later...
barcelona shall win...
:)

Common Test Retest...

Hi People...
Was Late Today...
Reached School At 12 Instead Of 8am...
Tired And Lazy...
Study For 3 Hours Before Common Test Start...
Wanna Thank The Retest Group + Calvin...
Everything That We Did Came Out For The Retest...
I'm Going To Get A Pass This Time...
Praise The Lord...
Quite Funny Is That...
I Saw Alot Of Familar Faces In The Retest Room...
Which Include Kevin, Kah Wai, Will Koh And William...
Everyone LOL When They Saw Me...
I Wonder Why...
I Dun Visit Such A Place All The Time k...
Somehow...
Kenna Flu From Some People While Studying...
Feeling Real Bad Now...
Anyway...
A Big Sorry To Michelle...
Was Too Pre Occupied With Work Yesterday And Today...
I Forgot To Tell u About My Common Test Ba...
It's Really My Fault This Time...
Sorry...
Gotta Rest Man...
Flu Is Killing Me...

Happier

Sunday...
Alot Of People Stare At My Hair When I Go To Church...
Irritating...
Still Ask Their Frens To See Somemore...
Service Is As Usual...
Got A New Fren Today...
Benjamin I Think...
Sec 1 Guy From Tanglin...
Walk In One...
Wee...
Good...
We Have A New Grouping Again...
Me Calvin And Sarah...
To Share Spiritual Stuffs...
How God Has Blessed Us And Stuff...
Lets Make It Work Ba...
Few Thanks To Jason, Samantha And Shu Ping...
Who Thinks That My Hair Is Nice...
Haha...
Mel And Yvonne Had Their Getting Started Test...
Hope They'll Do Well...
Had My Talk With Michelle Today...
I Shouldn't Talk Back Actually...
It Was Short Also...
She Disappeared After A While...
Nothing Much Tonight...
Just Hope That Tomorrow's Lesson Will Be Interesting...
And Ya...
Sorry Jessica...
I Think I've Let u Down Somehow...
Haha...
:)

Sat

Went To Cut My Hair...
And Er...
Highlighted It As Well...
I Tot I Look Funny Now...
But...
Dun Laugh...
Coz Its Not For u Too See...
Cg At Jason House...
Was The Last To Reach...
Continue On The 12 Part Series...
Like Its Nv Going To End...
Felix Shared About His Journal...
Leadership...
How We Should Respect All Leaders...
Alot Of Conviction In Today's Message...
I Forgot What Also...
Er...
Overall The Day Was Good...
I Walked Away Becoz If I Had Confronted Him...
I Would Have Argued...
Or Used Vulgarities...
Or Even Fight...
And That Would Have Been Childish...
I Thank God I Walked Away...
The Best Solution...
Bad Behaviour???
Not Going To Be A Burden To u...
And u Can Blame Me...
I'm At Fault With Everything I Do...
So Er...
I Feel Like Puking Now...
Ate Too Much...

















Song Of The Day:
Blink182 - I Miss You

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you (I miss you)
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I countedT
he webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you)

Fun

Its Friday!!!
Wow...
Guess What...
School Rocks Totally!!!
First We Had IN2 Lab...
As Usual...
My Lab Partner Is Shi Xian...
Beside Me Is Also Er...
Miss Lamer aka Hui Ling + Ufo...
8 Pages Of Lab Today...
Which Took Us Around 1 Hour And A Half To Finish...
Had Lunch After That...
My Lunch Is At 9.30am???
Style???
Malay Food Sucks Today...
The Stupid Fish...
Full Of Bones...
What A Disapointment...
The Beef Was Nice Though...
Had EPS Next...
I Dunno Why...
Lecturer Loves To Brief Us...
And He Took 40 Minutes To Talk...
And During That 40 Minutes...
I Played With The Solder...
And Created A Block Of Lead+Iron...
It Look Like This...

The Silver Thing That Is...
Another Close Up Look...

Quite Scary...
When It Started To BOIL!!!
Wow...
Can Hear The Sound...
Like A Heart Pumping!!!
LOL...
Left Wtih About 1 Hour To Finish Whatever We Have To Do...
Thank God...
I Finished Project 2...
Hallelujah!!!
And It Was A Success...
Not Much Problems...
It Lasted For 40 Seconds...
Wee...
Job Well Done...
So...
12pm...
My Usual Lunch Time...
We Played Game Instead...
Fifa 2005...
Man Utd Vs Chelsea...
World Class Mode...
And I Won 2 - 0...
Before Restarting...
Coz Shi Xian Wanted To See If It Really Was World Class...
-.- Duh!!!
And I Lost Every Match After That...
Hmm...
Should Play Professional And Enjoy Instead...
Anyway...
Maths Was Real Boring...
I Did Nothing Much For The 2 Hours...
Just Some Maths Online Questions...
Other Time = Talking...
Can Tutorials Be More Interesting Next Time...
Off To Home...
Took Mrt Home Today...
Coz 154 Nv Came...
And When It Came...
It Looks Full...
I Dun Stand In Bus...
So...
Mrt Instead...
Nothing Much Happened...
5.30pm = Bible Study At Church...
Went To Roof Terrace...
Had To Wait For 20 Minutes???
Coz Melissa And Yvonne Are Not Done With Theirs...
Michelle Is So In Demand...
Buay Tahan...
Today's Lesson Is On Ministry...
To Be A Minister...
To Fulfill Physical, Emotional And Spiritual Needs...
And Home Work...
Pray About Ministry...
And Read Through Later Part Of Christian Lufestyle...
And Er...
Michelle Shared That...
She Drink 1 Cup Of Plain Water Per Day...
u Wanna Sleep Well Right???
Go Drink At Least 8 Cups Per Day La...
Confirm Sleep Like Pig Ar...
:)

Song Of The Day...
Chinese Lyrics...
Go Change Ur Font Then Can See Le...

窗外 By 吳宗憲 & 溫嵐

點了支不想抽的菸
思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊
泡了杯沒糖的咖啡　
我擦的香水　
會不會飄到你面前　
天空上的雲
彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定　
回想你扮鬼臉的表情　
難以忘記 　

愛離窗外越來越遠　
下著大雨那一夜　
你哭紅雙眼　
都是我不對　
我才發現我無力挽回　
我無力挽回
愛離窗外越來越遠
已過了多久時間　
我哭紅雙眼　
你沒有不對　
我才發現這早已經是從前　

我想拉上窗簾
只是我　
不想看到窗外過去的情結
我想閉上雙眼
只是我　
不想看到窗外過去的情結
都是我不對～ 都是我不對～
你沒有不對～ 你沒有不對～

Down Down Down Down Down

Yoz...
Yey...
Can See My Title...
Down...
I've Realised...
How Little Friends I Have...
Haha...
Close Friends That Is...
I'm Not Falling Apart Yet...
I Still Remember...
Jesus Loves Me...
1 John 4:19 We love Him because He first loved us.
Watched Jay's 2004 Incomparable Concert...
On Vcd That Is...
Not Bad...
With Such Wonderful Voice...
Hmm...
One Song To Share...


妳聽得到
周杰倫

有誰能比我知道　妳的溫柔像羽毛 　
秘密躺在我懷抱　只有妳能聽得到 　
還有沒有人知道　妳的微笑像擁抱 　
多想藏著妳的好　只有我看得到

站在屋頂只對風說　不想被左右
本來討厭下雨的天空　直到聽見有人說愛我

坐在電影院的二樓　看人群走過 　
怎麼那一天的我們　都默默的微笑很久 　

我想我是太過依賴　在掛電話的剛才 　
堅持學單純的小孩　靜靜看守這份愛 　
知道不能太依賴　怕妳會把我寵壞 　
妳的香味一直徘徊　我捨不得離開

我想我是太過依賴　在掛電話的剛才
堅持學單純的小孩　我捨不得離開

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day To All...

Nothing To Blog Today...
Coz I'm Spending It Alone At Home...
No Date...